Ummi and I

I just had a short conversation with Ummi, and it was enough to make her extremely surprised! 

Me: "Ummi, please pray for me.. I plan to find a scholarship in Malaysia for my master. I know you wont let me to do in other countries. I don't wanna do in Indonesia, If the option is still only Bali."

Ummi: "hehe, ya bil. Ummi always pray for your success, success in dunya and akhirat."

Me: "Thanks mi. I plan to take with my husband insyaAllah. (I was giggling in my heart and force my self for not to laugh)"

Ummi: " HAAAA! Now i feel suspicious with you. Are you in haram relationship with non-mahram? Do you have boyfriend?(She was really really....)

Me: "Ummi.............You really don't know me at all. I was kidding really. I thought you know me well, I wont do those haram things. You might not seen me, BUT I can't avoid Allah's view. So, insyaAllah I know what good things that I am supposed to do, and what bad things that I am not supposed to do. InsyaAllah, mi. InsyaAllah.

The conversation that I had just now, it makes me remember the times when I was innocent (Well until now :P), or we can called it as transition point, it means whatever I do in this dunya, the responsibility does not belong to my parents anymore (baligh). I was giggling alone. Whenever I wanted to go school. Ummi came and gave me advice in her excellent way, "Bil, you know what, if you deliberately touch someone which is boy, that's the same thing with you try to touch the hell-fire. Don't get near with boys, or else you will get burned. (lol)." And she kept reminding me, until I enter my unwanted-moments which is high school and then I understand what she was trying to tell me.

Now I get my mood back to study. Random Process : Mode ON! ;)