I Hate Smoker, but I Love Abah

Being far to my parents, somehow It makes me more independent, mature and introvert. Introvert? Ya, I always tell every single thing in my life to my dad, I really closed with him. But here, i don't find any person who I can share with. So maybe, that makes me instantly introvert to the people. But I am extrovert with Allah, of course! He always watch me. Ok back again, the 'closeness' doesn't mean I can change my dad's addiction into cigarette. Frankly say, I am tired to give him advice. He is now almost reach 61 years old by this 30june, it is like he never care about his health. He cough everyday, but then he always cover, say 'this is not because of smoking'. and he always believe by drinking so much water, the harmful effects of smoking can be avoid. Oh, Come On?!

When I was living together before I study here, I always act, I cough hardly, when I sit next to him while he was smoking that time. Even he just started to smoke, he directly throw that cigarette. But now?! I was trying to do the same every time I am home, and it is failed. Then my mission I passed to my princes, Samy and Dafi. They are my amazing nephew. Dafi has started, he always throw to our garbage every time he look there is a package of cigarette on table. ( I'm proud of you, dafi!). Samy, he always throw the cigarette stock of abah, he put in cupboard, and samy knew it. But i heard from my sister, he stop to do that, because his beloved grandfather got angry, and told to samy if he wont buy any toys if he still do the same. (Oh, kids!)

Ok, I only could rely to dafi, my youngest nephew. He is 18 months now. So, abah only can smile if seen dafi do the thing. 

I asked abah, why you could not stop to smoke? It has bad effects, and you know our prophet told us to avoid smoking because it can harm our body.

I want to stop bil, but let my another grandchildren that it comes from you will ask me to stop.

and i was like ' -_________________________________-' ( Is this emoticon enough to describe my face?) 

I could not continue our conversation.

I always pray, if abah can stop to smoke soon. insyaAllah..

Please do guide my beloved father, Allah.