A Shocking Dhuha

“Once the game is over, the King and the pawn go back in the same box” -Italian Proverb (change 'box' to 'grave' to make Islamic). 

-Yasir Qadhi-

Well analogy from Yasir Qadhi. Today morning was really unwritten-able or unspoken expression from me. I woke up around 6am and I prayed Fajr. Then, I continued to watch an indonesian movie, 'Dalam Mihrab Cinta' until 7.30am. I signed in my facebook account. I read a shocked status from my cousin's wife, she said if my another cousin which is Mahfud Thalib passed away, around 00.30am midnight. I was speechless, really. I was thinking, oh maybe there is other Mahfud. But my heart and my mind was really %$^%. Then I clicked chat box on facebook and was willing if one of my family is online and i can ask for it. 

I asked her and ya it is true. He is Mahfud Thalib. My cousin. My cousin. I considered him as my brother. He is veryy close to Yasir, my sibling. They have the same age. They played, gathering together. He is married. Until now, I still shocked, I called ummi, but she is really shocked, more than myself. She can't say anything when I contacted her. Allah's secret. We never ever can predict, right? It is written on lauhul mahfudz, everyone in his world has own book which Allah already wrote everything even before we born to this temporary place, dunya. Ya Kareem. Ya Mujeeb. Ya Ghoffar..

He was with his friends. There are 4 people in a car, maybe they plan to travel from one city to another but still in east java. Unfortunately, they got car accident. Three of them died and one of it still on critical condition.

May Allah placed him in Jannah.

Kun, fayakun! If Allah wants, it will happens easily. He is the greatest. We can't deny it. Let's we do muhassabah. What are the right things that you have been done so far in your life? (I mean myself). If the answers are disappointed. We still have time to change! Allah is rahiim. Allah is rahmaan.

Because you know what, later in akhirat all parts of your body will give their testimony!!! For whatever you did in this dunya, ya this dunya. (Surat Yasin : 65)

I do believe if I have so many sins. :'(

Ibn Qayim rahimahullah said, " The smaller a sin is in your eyes, the greater it is in Allah's, and the greater it is in your eyes, the smaller it is in Allah's ."

We still have time until (we never know). Do now. Do the small thing and be istiqomah on it! Allah knows us best. He knows best. He knows. Allah knows.