Weird Me

I deleted two my recent posts. Well, I feel like too much pictures I had shared in this blog. Why not deleted the pictures only then, bil? Yes, and too much weird and non-sense posts.
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Today I went to Universitas Muhammadiyah Malang (UMM) and Universitas Brawijaya (UB), I was doing what they called as 'wisata kampus'. My cousins' daughters who are studying in both universities was telling me that I am not normal, kinda weird, because I asked them to go their campus which the semester hasn't started yet. We were walking around visiting the canteen, masjid, library and most of the places are closed. Yes, because they will start the new sem by next week or next two weeks haha. I was really wanted to ask about master program in UB, but the office was closed because today is friday, and they have a bit longer of lunch time. And then we went to my cousin's shop, we were just chilling there, watching movie and talk. The last but not least place is my aunty's home, my aunty invited us for iftar again, eventhough only few did the fasting but still others who weren't fasting also came (including me).

Us - In front of my cousin's shop

My dad and my sister will going back to Bali tomorrow, my mom and I will follow them on Monday insyaAllah, my mom still has things to settle here, so I just accompany her. Today my feeling was mixed up, don't ask me the reason why. I wish I know also. One of my close friend told me, there are only 3 types of feeling ; happy, sad and angry. Don't try to elaborate them. Or else you will wind up yourself, do I wind up my self right now? As what Rumi wished, "I want a heart which is split, part by part, by the pain of separation from God, so that I might explain my longings and desires to it."

Or maybe I feel too much, I feel things that I am not supposed to feel.