Last 10 Days

I just came back from tarawih at Masjid Uniten. When I was praying, in the third pray of tarawih to be exact in the second raka'at, I was like about to cry. I don't know the meaning of the surat what was Imam reciting. I don't know arabic, I mean when I read Quran also I have to refer the translation if I want to know the meaning. But recently, I cried even I don't refer to the translation I don't have any idea what makes me cry about I just feel like I have tons of SINS. TONS.

Today is the night of 22 Ramadhan. I am afraid of being of those who has gained nothing from Ramadhan but hunger. I seek refuge from such a Loss.

Please don't go Yaa Ramadhan. :'(

Well, there is tahajud prayer in the masjid as well, I wanna go there since yesterday but no friend to walk with. Ummi won't allow me if I go alone in the middle of night. I force Mai, to go with me tomorrow, insyaAllah. 

Another 2 papers for my final exams on 25th August. Yes, final exams. They are still here, accompany my Ramadhan. May Allah makes everything easy for me! Aaamin. And on the 26th August, I will have my first iftar for this Ramadhan with my family, insyaAllah. :)

p/s: Semangat, bila! yeaa