July!

Everything is in july.

I have saman dance training. (dance? saman?) Ya! An unpredictable girl who named Nabila is brave enough to go out from her 'normal' zone. I never perform a dance. I don't have any idea how nervous it would be. I don't have any idea how people will look at me. I don't have any idea why I choose this. Well ya, less than a year I will leave this university, so it-is-simple I just want to do the unusual thing of me. This year, I also force my Indonesian friends to open booth during cultural night, I just want to do this before I leave at least. I wanna people see how different Indonesia and Malaysia! Even there is less of Indonesian students here means the work-force also less. But nothing can make our spirit decrease. INDONESIA! I just love Indonesia! I love no matter what happens before or now, no matter what. I don't care. I was born there. I grew up there and I wanna go back to give my contribution. Even it is small.

This week I just helped my club to organize the talk for 'Strategic Thinking of Muhammad Al-Fateh'. It was nice talk, though.

School. I never ever take a side of it. I should prioritize my study here. Yes, I have 2 big projects for this semester, Communication System and Creative Thinking. I enjoy for doing the project of creative thinking, well that's the only subject which I can relax during classes. I have to write a report for Random Process. I have lab test. I have presentation. Assignments. Oh, this semester is really killing me!

I might be busy, but my heart can not lied. I feel no feeling. Now Allah is testing the patience of my family. Everything is in this month. Everything. Allah. :(

Ramadhan is just around the corner, around 15 days left insyaAllah. Prepare everything from now! Your Iman and everything. This blessing month - never ever waste it with unimportant activities. Grab His blessing! :)

He is the one who can heal my heart. :cry: