Being Grateful

I just listened an old song by Britney Spears, the lyric is meaningful - I'm not a girl, not yet a woman. Could I simply say if I am in between?

17 May, Allah gave me another 'gift'. A year a head to face this world. One thing that I always realize is, Allah never get far away from you as long as you never leave Him. Is there any reason for being far from our greatest God? No, there's not.

Yesterday night, I attended one of PPI's usrah, or cluster of people who has willingness to sit and learn about islam. There is new female student from sarawak, she is married. She was christian and Allah gave her hidayah to convert to Islam. She changed her name into Aisyah (mashaAllah!). So, she told us how peaceful islam is. How different her condition before and after convert to Islam. Her spirit to learn Al-Quran. Her tears. Yes, she was crying when she told us those stories. She converted on february last year. Ya Allah, i can't hold this tears. I feel safe. I feel grateful. 

Hey people, do tell me if there is any reason for leaving Allah? For being arrogant without seek His help? without ask to always guide us to be on the right path (Al-Fatihah)? Please.. Your life will be soooo miserable, if you are being fram for Allah. Allah always here with us. He always here. He never leave us alone. Ya Rabbi. Ya Kareem.

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iPersonic Test Result

Your iPersonic Type: The Independent Thinker

Independent Thinkers are analytical and witty persons. They are normally self-confident and do not let themselves get worked up by conflicts and criticism. They are very much aware of their own strengths and have no doubts about their abilities. People of this personality type are often very successful in their career as they have both competence and purposefulness. Independent Thinkers are excellent strategists; logic, systematics and theoretical considerations are their world. They are eager for knowledge and always endeavour to expand and perfect their knowledge in any area which is interesting for them. Abstract thinking comes naturally to them; scientists and computer specialists are often of this type.

Independent Thinkers are specialists in their area. The development of their ideas and visions is important to them; they love being as flexible as possible and, ideally, of being able to work alone because they often find it a strain having to make their complex trains of thought understandable to other people. Independent Thinkers cannot stand routine. Once they consider an idea to be good it is difficult to make them give it up; they pursue the implementation of that idea obstinately and persistently, also in the face of external opposition.

As an Independent Thinker, you are one of the introverted personality types. That is one of the reasons you prefer to work alone. This does not mean that you cannot be successful in a team, as well. For you, the task is most important and people who are involved come second. The contact with others, the necessity to adjust yourself to their daily changing sensitivities - all of it is just more gratuitous emotion that keep you from totally devoting yourself to those things that truly interest you: analyzing systems and policies, researching potentials for change, developing new ideas and implementing them in reality.

Here you differ from the second introverted Thinker type, the Analytical Thinker: You truly enjoy implementing your concepts and you enjoy the results. Therefore you should look for a work environment where you can accompany and expedite your ideas through to their conclusion. You consider difficult situations as challenges that really try your creativity and you frequently surprise people around you with genuinely incredibly bright ideas, rendering others speechless with their excellence. Your world consists of statistics, legitimacy, and systematics.

Considering all of this, your Thinker type is very praxis-oriented, and by no means lives on an intellectual ivory tower. You are not interested in theories not related to reality. As in chess, you are excellent at predicting the consequences of your methods in advance, and then choosing the appropriate alternative. Once you have made your decision on how to deal with a situation, you are totally willing to use your elbows and you don’t necessarily show any consideration for others. With that, you occasionally encounter resistance from other, less task-oriented colleagues that you quickly brush aside.

You resent routine jobs or monotonic order of events. You believe that they smother your creativity. If necessary, your determination and unusual ambition will convince you to acquiesce to the inevitable. Nevertheless, when choosing your profession, you should be mindful that your working environment is going to provide you with something new to learn and that your tasks are as varied as possible. Your strength lies in solving novel problems and not working on details. Nor should your curiosity ever be satisfied; just as fresh information is as important to you as the air you breathe, so is the feeling that you continuously expand and increase your competencies. An activity where you do the same thing in the same department with the same colleagues for 20 years is the worst fate that can possibly happen to a hungry mind.

Hi, I'm Back!

Hi I am back. Well, i was promised with myself to keep writing during my holiday. Sorry nabila, for breaking the promise.

How I spend my precious holiday? As usual, I even can guess from the beginning. Before, ummi asked me to go pekalongan for doing a secret mission, but it's failed. Again. I even couldn't count how many times ummi told me about this. I spent my first two weeks of holiday in Bali, I went to abah's shop almost everyday. At night, I accompanied abah to do routine task -> nonton tv, until mid-nite. And then, third week of my holiday I went to batu, east java. My grandma's hometown. Then at the 3rd day in batu, I got chicken pox. I traveled to surabaya and malang. And those are the usual place that I always visit. 

Now, I am in malaysia, and this is my 6th semester. Time flies. I won't be doing my internship here. My parents asked me to do in bali. Due to so many reasons. Working time, transportation, accommodation. They will always worry about me if I work here. I am a girl which is not married yet. So, I am still underprotection of them. Their minds are full enough to think many things. I just don't want put my self to be a part of it. By the way, I will do my internship next semester insyaAllah. May Allah always guide my step. aamin

This semester would be different. ^^

The important thing of me, I can control my feeling now! :)